Inadequacy

That is how I am feeling today. Not really worth anyone's time. Sighs upon sighs upon sighs.

simply because I can

01. What's the last TV show you saw?
well, unless you count Aussie Open, 30 Rock. Didn't enjoy it.

02. What are you wearing at the moment?

husker hoodie, long sleeved shirt, skinny jeans, socks, and underwear ;)

03. Favorite Song of the Moment?
I suppose "Consolers of the Lonely" - the Raconteurs

04. What is your favorite scent?

roses, and grass.

05. What's your occupation? What do you do there?
full time student, baby. I learn shit and immediately forget it.

06. What do you drink the most?
hmmm either water or coffee. it's a draw.

07. What is your favorite restaurant?
goodness, it changes a lot. I ate at Noodles & Co. tonight - kind of a Nebraska thing - but it was SO GOOD.

08. What will you be doing after finishing this?
waste some more of my life on the internets, I suppose

09. What did you want to be when you grew up?
a country singer!

10. Your favorite romantic movie?
hmm, Jerry Maguire, maybe.

11. What's the least favorite thing about yourself?
my inability to deal.

13. What are your ideal qualities in a novel?
characters I fall in love with on the first page, humor, realistic-ness - that's very important to me

14. What time do you usually go to bed?
midnight, on average

15. What's the meaning behind your LJ username/name/nicknames you go by?
well, I originally intended this to be my aspiring author blog. I've always dreamed of writing...but under a fake name. I haven't decided what name I want to write under, hence undecidedpsuedonym. I'm terribly sad I spelled pseudonym wrong, though, and will be forced to create a new blog someday, when I'm more motivated.

This semester is proving to be much easier than last. I had a magical moment in Petsmart tonight. Saw a three month old corgi puppy and have spent quite some time now traversing through the blogosphere, looking in amazement at the numerous corgi blogs. Who knew? I can't wait till I have another of my own to blog about!

I've been watching the Aussie Open like crazy. If it weren't so blasted cold, I'd be out on the courts every day. I didn't even realize I enjoyed watching tennis so much, but it's great. I do find myself lusting for March, though...college baseball, the big dance, and THE END OF WINTER.

Ah, I almost forgot to mention I'm engaged to the love of my life! Yup, officially off the market and loving it.

For now, the biggest stressor in my life is coming up with 20 lines of blank verse for Thursday. Oh, that elusive iambic pentameter, will I ever master thee?

Blogging is fun; I should do it more often.

it's unofficial

I did not see John Green last week, for personal reasons. And I was busy. I'm always busy.

In fact, I should probably be getting busy right now, so that is all I have to say for today.

it's official

I'm meeting John Green on November 16th.

While his book tour failed to snag an event in Nebraska (which is certainly laughable to imagine, though I do love it here very much) I'll have to settle for a road trip to Ames, Iowa. And, well, I'm so excited I could cry. Not kidding.

In other news, college is hard. Well, not really. But I read a lot. I'm slowly making friends.

In other news, I like Sarah Palin.

In other news, I haven't worked on my novel for probably close to a month. But I'm even more psyched to become an English teacher. So it'll all work out.

oh ma goodness

ma insides are a-screamin'

I am supposed to leave in about 20 minutes. For college. Because I go to college now.

When did this happen?

Yes I am happy, but holy cats am I nervous. I don't want to talk to people. I will, but I really

REALLY

don't want to. Such is life.

('Tis a bitch)

So...summer is really over. I dyed my hair. I called three people on the phone and one person called me. (besides the regulars) I fell in love with Smoothie King. I became addicted to Guitar Hero. I'm better at putting on make-up now. Went to a couple baseball games. Went to a few Bible studies about sex. Went to Batman in IMAX with my best friend. Went to the beach. Got as much of a tan as is possible for me. Sounds like a good summer. It was a good summer. I'm ready for it to be over, though. I am so ready. For college, though? Eeek we will find out.

I am at work, and it is hurricaning.

Well, tropical storming. I hope I don't get trapped here!