it's unofficial

I did not see John Green last week, for personal reasons. And I was busy. I'm always busy.

In fact, I should probably be getting busy right now, so that is all I have to say for today.

it's official

I'm meeting John Green on November 16th.

While his book tour failed to snag an event in Nebraska (which is certainly laughable to imagine, though I do love it here very much) I'll have to settle for a road trip to Ames, Iowa. And, well, I'm so excited I could cry. Not kidding.

In other news, college is hard. Well, not really. But I read a lot. I'm slowly making friends.

In other news, I like Sarah Palin.

In other news, I haven't worked on my novel for probably close to a month. But I'm even more psyched to become an English teacher. So it'll all work out.

oh ma goodness

ma insides are a-screamin'

I am supposed to leave in about 20 minutes. For college. Because I go to college now.

When did this happen?

Yes I am happy, but holy cats am I nervous. I don't want to talk to people. I will, but I really

REALLY

don't want to. Such is life.

('Tis a bitch)

So...summer is really over. I dyed my hair. I called three people on the phone and one person called me. (besides the regulars) I fell in love with Smoothie King. I became addicted to Guitar Hero. I'm better at putting on make-up now. Went to a couple baseball games. Went to a few Bible studies about sex. Went to Batman in IMAX with my best friend. Went to the beach. Got as much of a tan as is possible for me. Sounds like a good summer. It was a good summer. I'm ready for it to be over, though. I am so ready. For college, though? Eeek we will find out.

I am at work, and it is hurricaning.

Well, tropical storming. I hope I don't get trapped here!

Must Correct Myself!

I realized that I made an error in the meme. (which I actually stole indirectly from E. Lockhart, via John Green, but ANYWHO..) My favorite Christmas movie is without a doubt White Christmas.

I'm also working on correcting myself in other ways, too. Like, being less selfish. That would be nice.

And, I've made a goal for myself and have been writing every day instead of waiting for my muse, since Maureen Johnson has taught me there is no such thing.

Confession time? I don't think I ever read MJ's posts straight through. I'm a violently chronic skimmer of the MJ blog. I think I'm probably alone in this, though.

I think I probably spend too much time reading author's blogs, and, uh, not enough time doing more important things. Like, facebooking! Just kidding. But only a little.

37 Odd Things About Me (stolen from John Green, whom yes, I do stalk)

37 Odd Things About Me

1. Do you like blue cheese? No, I do not.

2. Have you ever smoked? No, I have not. I will probably try it sometime, but just for fun.

3. Do you own a gun? No, but I hope to someday.

4. What flavor Kool Aid was your favorite? Was? Still IS! Black Cherry.

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Usually. I hate 'em.

6. What do you think of hot dogs? I think they're lovely, especially with chili and cheese.

7. Favorite Christmas movie? While I love Christmas, I'm not a fan of the Christmas movie. Um, Family Stone?

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Coffee, if anything.

9. Can you do push ups? Oh yes.

10. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? I don't have much, but maybe my confirmation ring from a family friend?

11. Favorite hobby? Reading and wasting my life away on the internet

12. Do you have A.D.D.? Probably not, I think I have restless leg syndrome, though, which seems similar.

13. Do you wear glasses/contacts? When I feel like it.

14. Middle name? Virginia.

15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment? I hope Tyler's okay, I hope Tom's okay, I ate too much

16. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? sweet tea, water, coffee

17. Current worry? Tyler!!

18. Current hate right now? Eeek a certain ex-muslim politician. Sorry.

19. Favorite place to be? That's tough. Galveston is a crowd favorite, but I'm partial to Ponca State Park (maybe Nebraska as a whole?), my bed, and my boyfriend's arms

20. How did you bring in the new year? With a phone call to my boyfriend.

21. Where would you like to go? See #19. And New York/LA.

22. Name three people who will complete this? all of my readers, lol.

23. Do you own slippers? Nope.

24. What shirt are you wearing? A green tank top.

25. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? I never have, but it sounds fantastic.

26. Can you whistle? Generally, yes.

27. Favorite color? Green, all shades.

28. Would you be a pirate? Oh I am, but this is something I shall keep quiet.

29. What songs do you sing in the shower? Oh things on the radio. I Kissed a Girl, Addicted (Saving Abel) and Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades (Brand New) are good ones.

30. Favorite Girl's Name? Like, Lucy? Or Margaret? I'm still pretty unsure.

31. Favorite boy's name? Tom, I guess.

32. What's in your pocket right now? Lint.

33. Last thing that made you laugh? Talking about buying guns with my daddy.

34. What vehicle do you drive? A green Civic, and I love her like crazy.

35. Worst injury you've ever had? Um, third degree burns from a freak sparkler accident.

36. Do you love where you live? Considering it's my blog template, yeah I'd say so.

37. How many TVs do you have in your house? Three! That's pretty respectable, I think. Isn't seven the average these days?

the problem with having a blog no one reads is you only remember you have it on the bad days.

how can you tell if you love someone? if they can hurt you the very worst.

my heart hurts like crazy and I don't even mean figuratively. oh dear!

bounce

I'm throwing around ideas in my head. Ideas for the future. Where do I really want to live? Where will I truly be happy? Why can't I just live at HEB?

I know what I want in about 55 years, give or take. I know I want a little goat farm. I know what I want in 10 years, give or take. I know I want to write books. But in between and all around these goals, what? What do I want?

I don't know. And I hardly care. I'm just a dreamer and I can't fall asleep.

it IS a good day, it IS a good day, it IS a good day.

so, I bought some CDs online a couple weeks back, and I am SO happy with them, so I thought I'd share the love.

First, the Warped Tour 2008 Compilation. Ticket priced were like spliced in half since I checked last, and I'm so very tempted to go. And since both Pete Wentz and Andy Hurley's clothing lines will be there...oh GAWD. I'd definitely be buying some clothes!

Second, Pinkerton. How in the world was it Weezer's worst commercial album? 'Tis wonderful!

Thirdly, Deja Entendu by Brand New. Oh goodness, if you're a punk fan, or even just a rock fan, PLEASE check this band out. The rock is rockin' and the lyrics are lyricin'. I've listened to about half the CD but I already can tell it's going up there on my all time favorite albums.

Today has been a very good day. I tanned outside, I looked at jewelry, I ate terrible-for-me ice cream, I went to HEB (worship!), I got a pedicure, and I had some Starbucks coffee today. And lots of kick ass new music. Does life get any better? No, not really. And I was really happy until I facebooked it up and realized how sad my social life is. I have friends, but they aren't very near. And I just have to wonder, if I did live up there, would they even want to see me?

Kind of a depressing thought for a sunny day.

if nothing exciting happens to me, it's because I don't make anything happen

I'm being so lazy today; it's not even funny. I want to freaking write, man, but I can't bring myself to care enough. But blog posts count as writing, right?

I used to be such a deep thinker. I don't know if I cared more about things, I was just...bored? And not satisfied with boredom? So I analyzed things? Whereas now I am perfectly content to do nothing all day. What am I supposed to do when my friends live 1000 miles away?

I'd like to meet new people and make new friends. That was why I enjoyed my new student orientation at college; it made me all anxious to become social. But college won't be here for another couple months, and until then? Well, I should be writing...

I really hope I'm a good teacher. I worry sometimes. But that's an even further ways away. Oh poo, maybe I should just read. Yeah, some nice mind-pilates.

Oh, whatever.

I GOT A JOB!!!

I'm an office bitch! Yay!

Nothing exciting happens to me

When school comes, I will meet new people. That's exciting.

This summer, I need to do more things that won't rot my brain out.

I can't really get into Chabon. Maybe it's a Jewish thing.

I'm listening to Weezer, which reminds me that I need to check on my order from Target. And I need to go find some guitar tabs online and teach myself. And, well, besides the endless graduation thank you's, that's probably all I'll do today.

Did you know you can get green tea at Starbucks for like 2 bucks? It's delicious. Chai is still my fave, though. Well, besides coffee.

Last Thursday, I met a boy who got hit in the face with a chainsaw. I think we're going to be lifelong friends.

I'm probably not getting much of a job this summer. No money spending for me. No A/C in my car. Must conserve funds.

I need to get out of bed.

the rollercoaster analogy is so overdone, but still..

I think today was a good day. I was in a good mood a lot of the time. I did enjoyable things. Nice things were given to me. Job prospects seemed a little more hopeful today. As long as I don't think about the build up of responsibilities that I've been catiously avoiding, I'm happy. The thing about that pile is that 1) it makes me feel like a terrible person and 2) I really don't want to do them. And so the internal struggle wages on.

In lighter news, I have a la dee freaking doo survey for you, so you may learn more about my wonderful self.

Uh huh, I own wonderfulness.

First off, what's your name? Katelyn

Okay, but what do you friends call you?: hot

What were you doing 12 hours ago?: it’s summer, fuck math

What are you going to be doing in 12 hours from now?: see above

What are you listening to at this very moment?: a ceiling fan

If you were attracted to the opposite gender that you are now, who do you think you would have a crush on?: that’s kind of a sick and twisted question...maybe Naomi, actually

If you could only eat 5 foods for the rest of your life, what would you choose?: sweet potatoes, potato salad, brisket, fajitas, buns

Do you work sitting at a desk?: I am currently unemployed

Are you in school right now?: nope

What is the longest plane ride you have ever been on? And where to?: to Phoenix, I think it was a little over three hours depending on which way you crossed the time zone

Let's settle this now: Cheese Nips or Cheez-Its?: probably Its, but it doesn’t matter a lot

When is the last time you bought something from Victoria's Secret? What was it?: hmmm anywhere from 3 to 6 months ago. Thongs, baby!

What are the name(s) of your current pet(s)?: Toby and Kitty

Have you ever walked like an Egyptian?: ugh yes but I didn’t enjoy it

Recommend a(n)...Album: for rockers: The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Me – Brand New, for anyone else: This Side – Nickel Creek
Band: Fall Out Boy, very underrated
Song: “Thirteen” – Big Star
Book: Looking For Alaska – John Green

Admit it, have you ever watched a movie starring the Olsen Twins?: how could any girl bred in the 90s not?

If you could be thrown into any TV show as a character, which show would it be?: Seinfeld

When is that last time you went to the mall?: it’s been a while!

Do you have one of those custom lisence plates with the clever abbreviations?: no, those people are assholes

Did you go to prom? What color was your dress/tux?: yes, both junior and senior years. Blue and red, respectively

Do you still talk to the person you went to prom with?: every day

What GPA did/do you have in high school?: 4.0

Do you have a BFF?: a few

NOW, what you are listening to?: NOW? a ceiling fan.

When is the last time that you had cake?: yesterday after church. Go God!

If you won the lotto today, what are ten things you would buy?: Ooh!! Hmm, okay. Death Cab CD, those sequined converse chucks, a million shirts from threadless.com, Fall Out Boy’s Live in Phoenix album, many four packs of Starbucks Double Shots, assless chaps, my own bookstore, a steel guitar, a mandolin, the Sweeney Todd soundtrack.

What is the picture of in the frame closest to you?: me and my sister all dressed up at the macaroni grill

When is the last time you babysat?: hmmm I might have over Christmas?

Have you kissed more then 1 person on your facebook list?: yes, but not on the lips

How about 10?: nope

How long is it until your birthday?: four months and a few days

Are you EXCITED?: heh. heh.

What does your 5th received text message say?: “I love how you didn’t call me back after I hung up on you.”

Who is your last missed call from?: uhhh my phone doesn’t keep track of those

Did you have any facebook comments from exactly one month ago? If yes, what did it/they say?: nope. n/a

So, how's the weather?: it’s so damn hot!

When is the last time you slept more then 10 hours?: probably in March

What's your sign?: Libra

What is the last CD you purchased?: hmmm tough one. Oh, Evans Blue’s debut album.

What about movie?: I bought Sweeney Todd and Superbad simultaneously this afternoon

When you did set up your facebook?: on my sixteenth birthday

Are you dating anyone? If yes, for how long? If no, how long was your last relationship? Yes, for almost 18 months

Do you have any vacation planned?: not technically

What would you do for a Klondik bar?: I’d pick my nose?

Were you actually sick the last time you called in sick to work/school?: kind of, I could function but not that well

Do you have any single friends? If yes, what are their numbers?: heh the internets are not stable enough, sorry.

What is you favorite sport with a racket?: tennis. Mmm, tennis.

What was the last food you burned while cooking?: popcorn

Did you watch the superbowl? If yes, what did you think of it?: a little, I was pretty indifferent, as always

What is the last thing you purchased from Hot Topic?: my boyfriend bought me some shirts, I’ve never purchased anything from there myself though

What is the last thing you purchased from the GAP?: yeah, no. nothing.

Admit it, have you ever agreed to go on a date with someone for a free meal/movie/etc.?: hmm not really

Have you ever owned anything Hello Kitty or anything else from Sanrio?: nope

Why the heck did you fill this survey out instead of doing something more productive, you bum?: that’s very condescending. You made the questions, dickhead.



And now a few words from your blogmaster: the nice thing about not being a published author is that no one reads my blog, and therefore I can swear without fear of offending my fans. Yay for laziness.

I won't pay, I won't pay ya, no way...why don't you get a job?

Today begins my job hunt. It has been fairly unsuccessful thus far. My dreams of working at Starbucks at four in the morning are slowly being masticated by the dream-eater, but Chick-fil-A is hiring. And if that doesn't put the zip in your doo dah, I don't know what will.

I miss my xanga

Forgive me, I haven't blogged very persistently since I was a high school sophomore, so I may start out a little shaky. I'm not particularly funny or interesting. I'm not here to entertain you. It's just this thing authors do; they make blogs. To save you from asking all those questions I know you're just dying to ask me, I'll answer them right now.

So, you're a writer?

Published? Heh, no. Just aspiring for now.

Oh, so you're one of those types.

Yep. Aren't we all?

So...sent out any queries? How are you actively pursuing you're goal to be published?

Well, right now I'm reading as much as I can. I have a lot of ideas. No queries. No manuscripts. I'm motivated to write; unfortunately, I have these little problems called apathy and laziness.

Is there anything I can buy for you?

Why, yes! Thank you for asking! I'd really enjoy those converse chucks with the sequins on them, and I'd really like the new Death Cab CD. Email me if you need my mailing address.

Stay sexy, my friends.
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